Provisions of Grace

I.             PURPOSE: To share with you how I have come to understand the Lord. Having grown up in a very religious background, my understanding of the Lord was shaped through church doctrine, not the Holy Spirit. I lived in a constant fear of God that caused me much guilt and shame (coming too from a life where guilt and shame was a norm for me from my childhood upbringing). I portrayed God as I did my dad: love, intermixed with abuse. All the while, constantly trying not to bring on his anger; and feeling like I was never perfect enough to keep his anger at bay. I subconsciously felt I was a disappointment in everything I did (developing a perfectionist mindset and behaviour)—this in turn making me feel I always disappointed God. I grew up becoming a defeated human being. And being Born-Again at the age of 16, continued as a defeated Christian. All I did was wait my turn in this world, longing for the day my days on this e...

  Provisions of Grace  was founded by  Kelly  and  Chris  in 2016 to provide Christian-Guided Outreach to families, children, and individuals in need. Registered as a 501c3 Non-Profit Organisation in the United States, we have a global impact. Going straight into the townships, we helped overpopulated home-run day-cares, teaching English through activities, videos, and Bible stories. All with a God-Given heart of Love for each child. With humble beginnings, the Lord sent us out from the United States to help the poverty-stricken families and children around Cape Town, South Africa; bringing the Love of God into the homes of so many in need. From volunteering in food kitchens, to one-on-one school tutoring, we connected with so many families in need of Love. Some with drug or alcohol addictions that are a noticeable problem within these adverse poverty areas. Connecting with local churches, we were able to help with a bus ministry, organising children’s chur...